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ChewyyGumm.TanYJ
My name is Gordon and i'm enjoying the little wonders that my life brings. i'm currently studying in Jurong Junior College and is a Zone4 St. John Officer of Chua Chu Kang Secondary Corp.

i'm very very thankful for those who are standing by me.
i Love the Jokers in my life.
in Him will i put my Faith in.

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Disclaimer: the following does not hold true to real-time as author has a mixed up sense of timeline. Things posted could vary within a 2-year duration.

Thursday, September 2





i'm back posting this picture as i'm feeling what i felt the moment i completed this drawing.

sometimes, one just hopes others will realise that the mask one is wearing is just an unreal appearance, concealing the battered underneath.

will anyone walk up and comment about how unnaturally i'm smiling?
i highly doubt so.


i caught myself self-hypnotizing myself that it does not matter.
but, does it?
by telling myself that not to regret.it's my decision! no one forced it upon me. Someone has to do it. Why not me?

it is just that the repercussions are really not that desirable.
" telling myself that it does not matter, willing it into reality. "

but, does it really?
does it really?














































telling myself all over again. it might actually not matter.
afterall, i'm growing numb to all these.
i'm asking the questions' i told my friend not to ask.
Why am i back to help?
Why do i want to put myself in such an unfavorable position?
Why do i make myself hated by all?
Why?
Why?
6:28 PM
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